Jeshi-chan

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Untitled/Prompt 3 by Jeshi-chan, literature

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Untitled/Prompt 3

"What's it like outside." "It's getting colder. The leaves have fallen from the trees and are covered in the first snow. It's nothing interesting." "Sounds pretty." "Not really. It's much nicer inside. How are you feeling?" "Really? What's so nice about being inside?" " It's warmer. I don't know. It's nicer with you. How are you feeling?" "I'm not so nice though." "What do you mean? You're wonderful." "I hate that about you." "What? That I think you're wonderful?" "That you lie all the time." "You think I'm lying?" "Always." "Come on now. I don't lie to you. Tell me though, How are you feeling? Are you hungry?" "No, you do. All

Hate by Jeshi-chan, literature

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Hate

The way she tapped her foot on the ground was graceful; Her blue-green tights moving fluidly to the beat she listened to in her head. She gently rested her chin on a delicate white hand, and when she wrote, her fingers danced. The blonde of her hair reflected sunlight, making it nearly golden. Her smile revealed white, straight, and glistening teeth. She was beautiful. And he hated her. Every time his eyes laid on her, his teeth would clench and his stomach would tighten. His breath caught in his chest as she walked. Her smile would stab his heart, the pain bringing tears and fire to his eyes. He wanted to tear her apart; to ruin her. He w

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Suddenly, standing over the bathroom sink. by Jeshi-chan, literature

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Suddenly, standing over the bathroom sink.

Breathing in the sour air, filling up on my despair brittle lungs burn like the tears on my face still, is there no other better place? I lose my place like I lose myself in your eyes, like I lose myself in my lies, like I lose myself in my anxiety I can't breathe. I want the best for you, but that isn't me and I'm too selfish to let you leave I am sorry. I am sorry for feeling like I am right all the time but when these feelings overtake me like the waves of the sea I get stranded. I am branded by my past I have handed myself over to the enemy side, my emotions. Feel me. My pain is as intense as the setting sun and my blood is as red as

Unmotivated Depression by Jeshi-chan, literature

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Unmotivated Depression

Anxiety burned in him like a fire, and he didn't know how to put it out. Vaguely remembering the breathing exercises he'd seen in pamphlets before, he took a deep breath. doesn't oxygen make fires worse? He gave up after the second breath. The digital clock blared 6:06pm, and Nathan shut his eyes. His lamplight burned his face like his anxiety burned his chest, but he made no motion to move it. The next time he opened his eyes, it was 6:17. He watched the dust particles lazily flow in and out of the light, and he wondered how much dust coated the insides of his lungs. Its not like he used them often. The sun was setting, and soon the on

Glow by Jeshi-chan, literature

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Glow

Underneath the five o'clock morning glow, his face was soft and calm. His breath was slow and tickled my shoulder, whispering good mornings and sweet love letters as he slept. The fact that I hadn't slept a single minute didn't at all subtract from how content I was now. If I was quiet enough, I could hear his heartbeat. Another hour will pass before he'll roll over, pull me closer, and remind me that I am beautiful and perfect and everything he could possibly want, and more. For now, though, I will lay quietly and trace my fingers over the face of someone I am so undeserving of calling mine.

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Untitled/Prompt 3 by Jeshi-chan, literature

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Hate by Jeshi-chan, literature

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Hate

Redness by Jeshi-chan, literature

Suddenly, standing over the bathroom sink. by Jeshi-chan, literature

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Suddenly, standing over the bathroom sink.

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Unmotivated Depression

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Sep 10
United States
Deviant for 16 years
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Currently seventeen, I'm aspiring to be a some form of psychologist. In addition, I want to be a horror and macabre photographer. Right now, I'm just trying out my Nikon D40, whom I refer to as Mi Amor, and playing around with it, so when I do have the time, money, and patience to go into some hardcore photography, I'll know what I'm doing.
For now, though, I post my best photography of friends and such.

Current Residence: The Windeh Citeh.
Favourite genre of music: Rock/Screamo/Emo/Alternative
Favourite photographer: TheMalletsKid, DemonPig, Xerces, RockstarVanity
Favourite style of art: abstract, scenery, horror & macabre, & portraits.
Operating System: my brain.
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Wallpaper of choice: Anything related to Doctor Who or Misha Collins.
Skin of choice: The kind that's jumped the border.
Favourite cartoon character: Deidara & Kakashi from "Naruto" & "Naruto Shippuden."
Personal Quote: For he on honeydew hath fed, And drunk the milk of Paradise...

Favourite Movies

The Dark Knight, Nightmare Before Christmas, V for Vendetta, REPO! The Genetic Opera!!!!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Marilyn Manson, Linkin Park, The Used, Three Days Grace, etc.

Favourite Writers

Lewis Carroll

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts 2, Call of Duty: Modern Warfare

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation.

Other Interests

Photography, literature, computer videos, messaging, stuff, intellectual growth, all that jazz.

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Jeshi-chan

Mar 14, 2009

New SLR!

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As most of you may know, I have been without a camera of any kind since December, I believe. I lost my digital camera during a midnight movie, & despite efforts to find it, IT has been to no avail. Look at me, sounding all uptight & morose. Pshhh. I'm getting a new camera for graduation, & guess what? It's an SLR! A Nikon D40 SLR, to be more exact. I am happy. My godfather says he's going to buy it in April, & then hold on to it until June. He made me promise not to whine, & I did. The catch is that if I ask about it even once, he's taking it back. My lips are sealed, then, but I can think about it as much as I wanttt!! [Obsession tiemmm